It happens so often for people with cancer. A remission ends and the cancer returns. Sometimes it spreads to other organs; sometimes it is easily contained. But the truth is that any patient who finds a return of the disease is going to feel crushed by the reality. That’s a pretty devastating concept to wrap one’s head around.
But what happens when people who thought your loved one’s cancer had been successfully treated realize it’s back? How do they react and what impact does that have on your loved one?
It starts with the looks of pity. Maybe the hair falls out again when chemo starts up. Maybe there are visible radiation burns. Maybe it’s impossible to miss the surgical scars. People are shocked. Some are horrified. Some want to know what the prognosis is. Is your loved one going to live or not?
It’s followed by disappointment. Or horror stories of what other cancer patients have been through. Or awkward silence. Or blame, as if cancer patients somehow did something wrong to get the disease.
The truth is many people don’t know how to deal with someone else’s disease. My mom once had a friend tell her, without any sugar coating of it, that she just couldn’t handle people being sick. Given the fact that my mom was struggling with lung cancer and a host of other health challenges at the time, having a friend so bluntly reject her was incredibly hurtful.
And I’ve seen other relatives and friends have similar experiences throughout the succeeding years. I even recently heard a dear friend remark about how hard it is to go out in public, now that her cancer is back. This isn’t a case of an overactive imagination. Your loved one isn’t being overly sensitive. He or she is picking up on other people’s very real discomfort.
As a caregiver, it’s important to understand two things:
1. Your loved one will be seriously affected by the public reaction to his or her cancer. It will cause any number of reactions — anger, annoyance, frustration, sadness, depression, disappointment, or even dismay. Whatever the reaction, it will take its toll on your loved one’s psyche.
2. You cannot change human behavior with a wave of your hand, and you certainly can’t force people to behave appropriately around your loved one. There will be loving and supportive people amidst the bumbling idiots and thoughtless jerks, but it still hurts your loved one to be segregated by cancer.
What can you, as a cancer caregiver, do to help your loved one through the difficult challenges of treating a returning or spreading cancer? Take action. Know your loved one’s interests and find ways to adapt social opportunities to meet his or her cancer needs. It’s still important for cancer patients to get out and be a part of life, but realize that some situations are just too emotionally overwhelming at times. Be proactive in planning adventures.
If the local coffee shop is no longer the welcoming place where everyone knows your name, it’s time to go exploring. Plan trips to new places, to places where people don’t know you or your loved one. Go to a museum, even if you have to push your loved one in a wheelchair. Take a boat trip down a river. Find a charming new coffee shop in another town and make the trip part of the adventure. Discover a new café that serves Sunday brunch. Go to a park where you and your loved one can sit and enjoy the birds singing while you eat a picnic lunch. Go to the movies when the theater isn’t crowded. Take a stroll on a quiet stretch of beach. Go to the aquarium (which is usually dark and has plenty of observation benches) and sit for a while to watch the fish swim.
Whatever you do, don’t let this kind of thing determine what your loved one can and can’t do. Don’t let other people’s inability to cope with your loved one’s cancer deter you both from activities you enjoy together. Help your loved one continue to be a part of life, because tomorrow is promised to no one. Until that fat lady sings, keep your loved one focused on pleasure and joy by managing the environment. Keep hope alive.